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There was no opportunity for the woman to sit and wait for Omoni to leave. No time to sit and think over the shame she had brought to both of them. The badge was in her hand for mere moments before it fell to the ground. Dropped in her shock. A new chip added to all the rest. For a moment, the only sound in her ears was the resounding of that simple item. Its initial hit then eventual rest on the ground. Bright eyes looking up from it to meet with those of Omoni for the first time since she had been given the news of her departure.
It fully dawned on her in that moment, hearing the berating words, that her feet were no longer on the ground. How she was capable to look the woman straight in the eye in such a way. Tears no longer ran. Eyes still red yet focused all the same. The exact words that were said escaped her but their meaning was not lost. Deeper than that was her reason for doing so.
Junko spoke softly. Her smiles were large. The comfort and encouragement she offered matched this behavior. In battle or with a patient, if a comrade seemed to lose all hope Junko would be at their side with kind words to lift them up. This was not forced on her part, it was simply in her nature. But it was not what she needed. It had been a large part of what had pulled her to Omoni in the very beginning. The woman never minced her words. She wouldn't speak to her gently, offering reassurances. If Junko froze, unsure of her next move or in her own ability, Omoni would be there. To shout at her. Telling her to hurry up. Move her ass. You're just going to stand there and let them die?
It was who Omoni was, but to Junko she felt it was a way that the woman had come to understand her. Junko never got stronger nor did she learn or grow more confident with gentle words in her ear. She pushed herself to her limits thanks to Omoni's particular style of backing. A method nobody else thought to use with the woman.
Once more Omoni used her harsh manners to remind Junko of where she stood. To not freeze up but to move forward. And she would. Her resolve was restored by thee actions. Coming from a place of both anger and care, Junko could see them both. She could also feel the unease that matched her own concerning their new positions. Omoni was strong, capable, confident. It was strange to consider the idea that hidden deep down she worried as well.
Dropped to the ground she supposed Omoni expected her to fall down and crumble. She would not. Catching herself low on crouched knees she retrieved the badge. It felt heavier in her hand now, the weight of the responsibility that came with it fully realized now. Grateful to the 'pep talk' given to her, she worried now for Omoni. The weight she must have felt then. The concern that perhaps she was not ready. Looking upward at her retreating back, the words started out low, uncertain, before bellowing out after her.
"...never forgive you...."
"I'll never forgive you if you forget why you're worthy to wear that coat, Omoni!"