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Katsuo stood silent and listened to the slander of words from Mukuro, painting him out to be a traitor… he shakes his head quietly… has nothing he written about made any difference in the evolution of the Gotei 13… his fears about this were soon coming to fruition when the person he believed in most gave him an unsettling glare with his golden eyes. Somehow, he knew what was coming next, but nothing could prepare him for it, and quite honestly, nothing Higen could do after could cause the young Oda even more pain.
”Let it be known to all that the Oda have no involvement in this, if I must stand before Central Forty-Six to prove this I shall. These are the actions of an individual and so I shall cast judgement upon said individual for his crimes, his slight against my Clan, and for endangering the lives of my Clan. Katsuo, I strip you of the Oda name, the gates of the Oda Manor will forever be locked and barred to you. You may think this judgment harsh as you do all things in the Seireitei but we Oda do not and will not mingle with criminals and traitors. We faithfully serve the Gotei Thirteen with all of our being. From this day forward you are now known as Katsuo Toshiyuki, return to your original last name. You will no longer act out false notions of ‘justice’ in the Oda name, should you act out it will be in your name, alone.”
Orphaned. Alone. Abandoned. A traitor. Soon possibly, stripped of rank from Higen…. He could feel it all coming. He looked to the ground he was still standing on, but found his knees weak… his brother wanted him dead… no… Tenzen wanted him dead… he was no longer Tenzen's younger brother… he was nothing but a street rat again, to his family he would be nothing anymore… he fell to the weight of what it all meant, and suddenly wondered what would become of him now? Would they put him back in Southeast District 89 to let the angry people from the kototsu attack one hundred years ago have him… no friends… no family… and soon no job… was Honoka happy… being friends with her had ruined his life… all of this for trying to help…. Suddenly getting Eikogitsune back and going back to work was less of a concern. Perhaps there was still hope for Saiko… yes… Katsuo took a deep breath in and got back up on his knees, holding in his anger, tears, and fears as best he could for her sake, and the sake of Division Thirteen. Why didn't he report her? Because he saw within her a chance at redemption… often times Shinigami don't see that in others… he thinks there is still a chance for Honoka to do the right things… a chance for the boy to turn into someone better than people predict he would turn out to be… but Katsuo feels his beliefs would fall on deaf ears… including his former brother.
"Saiko has nothing to do with the actions of myself… and, your wrong Captain Oda, Captain Mukuro. I think about my Duties, do my job, but I also worry for the future of the Gotei 13…. If we continue killing those who have been nothing but loyal all their lives for the seireitei we are no better off than we were 100 years ago, or even 1000…. I am Loyal to my Head Captain and Gotei 13, but I believe Honoka, and the child deserve a chance at life. If you kill the boy's mother in front of him or anything resulting in Violence… what would be the benefit of such a thing? Teach him the laws… teach him our ways, help Honoka…. And I see a warrior fit for the Gotei 13, someone future shinigami could stand beside… if we were to kill them both it would be a waste of resources and… souls… I didn't report it because I too wanted Honoka to come back on her own time, and peacefully…"
He'd sigh, and look down.
"Your decision, Captain Oda, although painful, is an understandable one… I want you, and all here to know that I agree with it. My actions were my own, a pathetic attempt at restoring the kinship between the Oda and Oki… I know now how Naive I am… to think Clans could even get along with one another and settle their differences in a peaceful manner… I just… wanted to make my mother happy with seeing them again, getting along with her former and new family… family is something important to have in this world… it makes everyone feel belonged, cherished. I can't have that if I put it in danger…"
He looked down.
"Similar to that is one's squad… and Division Thirteen is all I have left now. If you feel you must, Demote me for my actions… but please… don't lock me away. Don't send me away, because I feel I can still do good, for the Seireitei and Division Thirteen… I can still fight for my home, and the people that are still Under me… Not as an Oda, but as Katsuo Toshiyuki…. The boy from the Rukon… with little to nothing to his name… say for a promise to a friend that one day when a Shinigami tells a spirit that they are going to a better place, they really mean it… and that it is not just a white-faced lie to get the spirit to enter a place filled with misery and pain… so much pain…"
He remembers it all vividly, as would anyone from the Rukongai… those who grew up in the walls would never understand; Tenzen would have never understood him completely… none of the Oda would have… perhaps nobody in the entire Seireitei would…
"This has already stripped me of my honor… Don't strip me of my life and Duty too… when I can still use it to serve the seireitei, and the Head Captain…Please don't punish Saiko. She was looking for me, we were going to return to 13th Division Barracks and start working on something that could help us all train better… at least in theory…"
It took so much energy for Katsuo not to show how much pain he was in right now, nothing physical Yurui had done to him could compare to all of the mental stress the young Shinigami was under currently…
"I placed Saiko in this situation myself by trying to get Honoka to return to her duties peacefully as a friend, without threats and killing…"